Taking Flight

When you’re going around next to me,

I feel free and weightless, no gravity

In sight letting me fly and see

Across the sky. You granted me sanity,

But whenever you stepped away,

I would fall down from the sky,

The world would fall into a deep gray

And the world let out a solemn sign

For I wanted to fly higher into the sun

Into the rays of light that shined warmth,

Little did I know the rays of sun was a gun

Loaded with bullets of pain and cold.

Life in Color

Why is it that I feel this way around you,

Colors sound lounder,

Lights are more vibrant,

The world feels better when you’re next to me

And becomes dull when I’m away from you,

For once I finally feel free

From the cage in my mind but as soon

As you walk away, the light dies once again

And the soul cries showers of rain,

Longing to have the colors sound louder,

Longing for the lights to be vibrant,

Longing for your healing presence.

Short Poetry

Poem #1

I couldn’t imagine,

Couldn’t create,

Because anxiety shook

My hands

And I couldn’t

Control thoughts

From my head.

 

Poem #2

I need nothing from you,

No emotion or soul or touch.

Give me nothing to give me everything.

 

Poem #3

A thousand needles,

A frail and innocent creature,

Nature does not nurture.

Short Poetry

Poem #1

Frozen rain poured down

Around us, chilling to the bone,

But all I feel is warmth

When I’m with you.

Poem #2

A mind in shambles,

Lost and useless, broken by worthless.

Mind over matter is the saying,

But when the mind is ruined,

What do you do then?

Poem #3

Falling down to my knees

Before you, I beg for mercy

For the sins I have committed,

But I could not control who I am?

Short Poetry #3

Poem #1

Can the barriers in society

Disappear for just one night

So I can spread my wings

And show my true identity.

 

Poem #2

It wasn’t until the cold

That warmth was experienced.

 

Poem #3

 

Out above the waves,

With the sea in my hair,

I stand with a foot in the air,

Ready to fall into the cave

Below the water, my new home,

That beautiful and sweet catacomb.