When you’re going around next to me,
I feel free and weightless, no gravity
In sight letting me fly and see
Across the sky. You granted me sanity,
But whenever you stepped away,
I would fall down from the sky,
The world would fall into a deep gray
And the world let out a solemn sign
For I wanted to fly higher into the sun
Into the rays of light that shined warmth,
Little did I know the rays of sun was a gun
Loaded with bullets of pain and cold.
Why is it that I feel this way around you,
Colors sound lounder,
Lights are more vibrant,
The world feels better when you’re next to me
And becomes dull when I’m away from you,
For once I finally feel free
From the cage in my mind but as soon
As you walk away, the light dies once again
And the soul cries showers of rain,
Longing to have the colors sound louder,
Longing for the lights to be vibrant,
Longing for your healing presence.
I couldn’t imagine,
Because anxiety shook
And I couldn’t
From my head.
I need nothing from you,
No emotion or soul or touch.
Give me nothing to give me everything.
A thousand needles,
A frail and innocent creature,
Nature does not nurture.
Frozen rain poured down
Around us, chilling to the bone,
But all I feel is warmth
When I’m with you.
A mind in shambles,
Lost and useless, broken by worthless.
Mind over matter is the saying,
But when the mind is ruined,
What do you do then?
Falling down to my knees
Before you, I beg for mercy
For the sins I have committed,
But I could not control who I am?
In the place of my origin,
I saw life in black and white;
My travels have allowed me to finally
See the colors of life.
Inside the heart lies my death. One wrong move, and I shall no longer exist. Funny to think that something as small as the heart controls life and death.
If life is a gift,
Why do we allow
For it to be squandered
Over the petty details and trivial matters?
There is much more
To life than monotonous routines,
The revolving door that humanity
Fall into, never seeing better
Things and experiencing greater
Feelings and pleasures.
If life is a gift,
Why let it fade away?
I beg for forgiveness
For my actions,
I cannot help who I am.
Follow me through the stars,
Where your soul outshines
Even the brightest of them all.
In the darkness of life,
My light succumbs
And dies with the hope
Can the barriers in society
Disappear for just one night
So I can spread my wings
And show my true identity.
It wasn’t until the cold
That warmth was experienced.
Out above the waves,
With the sea in my hair,
I stand with a foot in the air,
Ready to fall into the cave
Below the water, my new home,
That beautiful and sweet catacomb.