Gray Light

My essence shines in the day,

A harsh and desperate gray

Longing to see more and feel

More, to feel human and real.

 

So gray and bland,

I feel like another particle

In the infinite sand

Of the plain carnival.

 

I look and around to see

The unfortunate and gray sea,

Wondering if my aura can change

To become and stay something strange.

 

In a world of gray sadness

Full of desperate and lonely souls,

I want to escape the madness

And the insanity of the black hole

 

Of this unfortunate society,

For all I want to see is color,

And not the society of gray anxiety

Because for once, I want to wonder.