Crazy

You got me thinking out loud,

Not afraid to be proud

Of my screams that vibrate

Through the air of twilight,

I feel myself go crazy,

Crazy and drunken on you,

Falling and falling deep,

Deeper into the darkness

That has left me in a daze,

A daze for only you.

Bleeding Ears

Noise, noise, noise

All I hear is the noise of your

Bickering and complaining for

Not getting your way,

For facing a single roadblock

That does not budge to your privilege.

Loud and obnoxious noise rises

Higher onto the ears of the unwitting

Masses that are the unfortunate victims.

Screams of privilege permeate into

The night, wailing for not getting their way

In a society that requires hard-work.

Take a Bow

Easy to call a man a hoe

And easy to call a woman a slut

Just for refusing to adhere to

Societal norms that requires

Someone to put out after a dinner

And a half-assed B-rate movie.

We are shamed from being strong

And confident, for refusing to lower

Our standards to the level of lust.

Never bow and never fall to pressure

Lest you wish to become weak just

Like the people surrounding you.

Without Identity

The pain I feel keeps me alive

And keeps me from losing sanity,

Yet, I grow numb with you by my side,

Numb with every passing day

As you enter my mouth,

As essential as water for my survival.

Without you I am nothing,

But with you I lose my identity

And the pain subsides, if only

For brief reprieves from sorrow,

And who I was is present in the mirror

Looking back in shame of who

I have become. Dependent on you,

I have lost my identity but I cannot

Leave to rediscover myself

Unless I wish to find myself without life

And simply another statistic for you.

 

Natural Spirit

The water flows around me, dark and dirty,

Seeping through my body and soul,

Infecting the essence of existence

For those that really on natural life,

Isolating me onto land and seeping

Life away from my, leaving me

Drained from being away from my home,

A home tainted by society

And left dirty and dark.

Equilibrium

Behind the frozen steel bars

I lie in wait for you to return

To return from your journey far

From me, my equilibrium and darling

Luminous free spirit;

I hear your call, the siren song

I fell to love and cherish

Close to my heart to keep me warm

In this frozen and unforgiving prison.

I lie in wait for you to return,

To return to my equilibrium

With you by my side.

I hear your call pierce the night,

Reaching my ears ever so softly,

And I sing my song too for you,

But I do not sing soft and sweet,

I scream towards you,

For I may be caged

But that does not stop me from

Singing to you, my equilibrium.

Run Away

I ran away from the demons that haunted me,

Running from the absolute pain,

Whirlwinds of torture and torment

Tearing at my supple flesh,

I run away from the horrors of you,

The demons that you released

Onto my deserted path,

I run away from the pain

Of the demons that haunt me

As long as I am with you.