My essence shines in the day,
A harsh and desperate gray
Longing to see more and feel
More, to feel human and real.
So gray and bland,
I feel like another particle
In the infinite sand
Of the plain carnival.
I look and around to see
The unfortunate and gray sea,
Wondering if my aura can change
To become and stay something strange.
In a world of gray sadness
Full of desperate and lonely souls,
I want to escape the madness
And the insanity of the black hole
Of this unfortunate society,
For all I want to see is color,
And not the society of gray anxiety
Because for once, I want to wonder.